I'm probably the biggest UK sports fan in the world. So when UK loses, I just feel it the loss that much harder than everyone else.
After the Wisconsin game, I didn't sleep for literally three days. I sat on my couch and played replays of games I'd DVR'd earlier in the year and acted like the Wisconsin game didn't happen. Weird boils started popping up all over my body. And the smell, my god the smell. My son tried to talk to me on the fourth day and regretfully I gave him the back of my hand, cutting his lip. A short time later my wife took my and son and went back to her parent's house for a few weeks. That's when the tears came. I just sobbed constantly for what seemed like weeks, barely able to keep down any food. I ended up losing my job at the ice cream factory. It's a job i cherished since they make the delicious ice cream at Rupp Arena that I and so many other fans love so dearly.
I spend all of my vacation time traveling to UK games, like any true blue fan. I literally do not go anywhere else unless it involves UK sports. It's so fulfilling. I was born, raised, and have lived in Kentucky my entire life. Kentucky is the most beautiful, enriching place in the world, and me and all my like-minded friends know that for a fact. Rather than spend my free time improving myself, I argue on message boards about the UK teams and players I love so very much. There's nothing more important in life than the outcome of a bunch of 18 and 19 year old kids playing basketball and football, and I know the emotion and time I devote to those things are well worth it. When UK wins, I could not be happier. I am full of joy and elation, lost in child-like awe and wonderment. It's pure bliss. When they lose, my whole life is affected. I become physically violent and ill and have a laundry list of dumb stuff I have done after games. I have no regrets about my reactions though. It's almost like a true blue badge of courage knowing that each time I do something like break the T.V. remote or throw a random beer bottle as far as I can or break my hand hitting a wall that in a way I'm showing how great a fan I really am. I love posting about these things as well, so all my other true blue brothers and sisters can see how much I care and know how I, and not them, am the ultimate fan. I'm in my 30s and I know the prime of my life is being well spent.