Is it real? Has anyone had success stopping smoking, fighting food cravings, etc.? Or is it all quack science?
So between 1989 and about 1991 I experimented with self hypnosis audio tracks while also using PCP in order to see if the dissociative / altered state would enhance the effect of my attempts to achieve juxtaposition between the material world and the "in between" state (astral? Spiritual? Lucid REM?)
I used varying amounts of Phencyclidine and a couple of different settings tbat would maximize my physical isolation and prevent interruptions
I decided to conduct the final series of tests over a 3 day period while in Sarasota, FL vacationing with my parents and sister (i was about 17-18 maybe?)
The audio ffiles I had obtained used a guided and systematic approach to getting you into a progressively deeper state of relaxation while also intensifying your focus on The Voice (and accompanying binaural frequencies which enhanced uptake)
On night #1 i remember getting into the audio at a specific point where you visualize warm liquid filling you up - then being released fm your toes - this was maybe 10 mins into a 90 min track
But then a transition happened that I didn't see coming - normally I would be dreamy but awake throughout the program
However this time i just went black and didn't dream - morning came and i was on the kitschy couch in the living room
My sister was side eyeing me and laughing like i had done something funny - i was groggy and didn't think much of it - also didn't notice how everyone else was oddly quiet - as if something had spooked them
Update pending to discuss Night #2