Well I have came down with some serious medical issues and tried a career change during the Obama administration and that was worst mistake of mt life. I have some serious stuff going on and really do not know what to do. I am posting on here cause I really do not have anyone to talk to at alll. Tell you truth I am scared sgitless. Nothing scares much or makes me fearful. I am not going to get into mych details and I use to have a cousin that posted on here. If he see's this please dont say anything to family please. My parents and my sisters is going through enough I do not want to worry them. I am just asking for believers to pray that I can find a job with good benfits so somehow I can get medication and maybe fight this some. Thats all I am asking I am 42 and very alone and single the woman I loved and wanted to start a family with has not to long ago left my life. Just need some prayer sometimes I go to bed not sure if I will wake up. I am just on here releasing dont know where to turn just asking for prayers. If anyone on here I have ever upset forgive me cause I am pretty intense, radical and passionate in my beliefs and opinions . I am going to focus on getting my heart right. Thanks for prayer anyone. I wouldnt post this if I didnt think it was serious.
Prayer please
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Best wishes to you, wildcat friend. Hope you catch a break soon.
Buckkiller. Well if the woman ain't gonna stick with ya through the rough times, then she's no good for you. Where do you live? Maybe I have some contacts depending where you're at that may have employment. What do you do for work?
I live in Masfield I was USAF secruity forces and Law enforcement K-9 then I was corrections officer for 15 years. Then I went to heavy equipment school and eveyone wants to put me in a ditch or whatever. I payed 15,000 to operate Trackhoes and dozers. Right now I am open to whatever but need good pay and benefits. I am 42 if u know what I mean
[email protected] is my email if you have any info on jobs etc.. Im willing to do whatever even if I need training.
Prayers sent buckkiller. Thanks for sharing. By asking for prayers, I assume you are Christian. Have you any Christian contacts nearby that can help? I pray that the Holy Spirit will comfort you. That's his job. FCC.
Thanks and yes but been a while I havent been to church
Was buckmaster your cousin? It was someone that posted in GYERO a bit.
Good luck to you. Keep us posted.
Good luck to you. Keep us posted.
It seems to me that it might be wise to try to get back into what you were doing for 15 years before you changed careers. Less physically demanding. Unless you have special skills it's very difficult get a decent job in some new field at your age. 42 is old in the job market. Been there, done that. I will send a prayer your way. Find yourself a church and a pastor or other to share your concerns with. You don't have to go it alone.
Good luck, hope things workout for you. If you have any thoughts about relocating, some friends moved to Texas and found work in the oil fields.
Well, did the training pay off? Are you any good at operating heavy equipment? If so, are you willing to re-locate? I see "Wanted: Heavy Equipment Operators" signs in and around the Metro area all the time.
Seems like after that type of investment (of both time and money) you should maybe move to where the jobs are for that industry. Especially since you apparently don't have anything to tie you down to that area. That is if you are any good at it and if you actually enjoyed that type of work.
At any rate, my prayers are with you, man. Hang in there.
Prayers sent buckkiller. I hope you bounce back soon. You are one of my favorite posters. Please stay positive and don't give up.
I was best in class on trackhoe but I woukd need some stick time. And thanks
Buckkiller, I don't know anyone in your area. You got a CDL? My wife's company needs drivers and they make about $50K to $60K (sorry-not $75K) a year with great benefits, but it's here in Florida. Maybe North Carolina too
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Buck…check out HG Mays Corp. I know some people that work for them. Great company. Their home office is located in Frankfort but they work all over the state. If you need a reference we can work something out.
http://www.hgmayscorp.com/employment/
http://www.hgmayscorp.com/employment/
Thoughts and prayers op. I've survived two life saving surgeries. One planned and one not. I know what it's like to be worried about your health. You're still very young and it will get better. The power of prayer is the strongest thing you have going for you
I think it's time to go back. Good churches use the term "church family" a lot and they don't take it lightly when it comes to jobs, relationship problems, or health concerns.
Check out Norfolk Southern. They were hiring like crazy in that area last year. They were offering some employees in the transportation division like 50k to relocate to Mansfield.
Cool I dont have anything to hide some speeding tickets, had a misdemeanor fender bender. Had my Driver license suspended forgot it expired etc.... Some dumb stuff like that etc... No felonys etc..
Matter of fact im going to find nearest norfolk southern office around here go apply drop off a resume
Good luck Buck. My dad was a heavy equipment operator and my brother is now. They always seemed to be able to land jobs. Road construction, mobile rock quarry, etc. My brother works for a power plant, moves coal around. Maybe you cold work for a landscape company. I don't know of companies hiring, just trying to think of places for you to look.
You might be suffering from some depression or other mental health stuff, as well.
If you are re-evaluating things, it might be time to sit down and discuss things with a good mental health provider, pastor, etc and just talk for a while.
Best of luck.
If you are re-evaluating things, it might be time to sit down and discuss things with a good mental health provider, pastor, etc and just talk for a while.
Best of luck.
I wouldnt be on here asking for paryers etc... I dont want attention etc... I dont want sympathy or whatever. I am able to work I just need prayer.. Use to have a family member on here but do not think he posts here anymore and I dont know who else could be on here that knows me personally etc... i do not wanting anythimg getting back to my parents etc...They enough going on dont need the worry.. I do have something going on that is very serious trust me. I need a job with good insurance so I can get checked out. Its got me very nervous, very on edge and got me fearing death. Tell you truth I am scared shitless if that helps. If anyone believes in prayer I just need some peace of my mind.
Go to www.nscorp.com and careers to apply. They're always updating it so keep a eye out if nothing is there now.
You'll be alright then. If you get invited to a hiring session let me know. I'll give you some tips that'll help you out.