About fifteen years ago I lived in a house that had this big old tree right in the front of the house. Little did I know when I bought the house that it was a favorite for all the neighborhood birds to settle in at nightfall. The next morning, any car left in the driveway was covered in bird crap.
When fall got there I decided I was going to climb up in that tree and put one of those big old fake owls in it. Figured it would at least keep the birds away for a while. I got my 8 foot ladder, which got me to the first branch, then I climbed up into the tree with my owl and placed it where I wanted. I was probably 20 feet in the air, and that is when I realized, for the first time ever, that I had a fear of heights. Or maybe it was a fear of falling out of that tree and breaking my neck.
Nevertheless, I had a pretty good panic attack up in that tree. Was sitting on a branch laughing with my wife, but was terrified to make a move down. Eventually she asked me if I was alright and I had to admit I was not. We actually got to a point where she almost called the fire department. I debated the pros and cons of the fire department showing up to get me out of the tree, and would the embarrassment trump the safety of professionals getting me down. I eventually called myself a pewsie and made the arduous journey down. It was my version of FREE SOLO, but I made it and was relieved that the fire department was not called.
As of today, I am still not sure I have a fear of heights, or if it was just a fear of falling out of that damn tree.