What's the closest you have came to committing murder?

Shadow1671

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We have a thread for dying, I suppose it's only fitting to have a thread for killing. Right? I mean, I have a story, but my lawyers are telling me I need to wait a couple years before I tell it. :cool:
 

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Well I have one. Some punk sold my sister fentanyl after I'd warned him twice and she about died. This dude lives less than a mile away. At night I got my mask, gloves and black clothes. I made sure no one seen me going there. I knew he had to go to work at 11 so I hid and waited for him to come out.

My adrenaline was flowing like crazy and as soon as he stepped out I hit him from the side as flush as possible. Anyone that's been in a fight will know that primal rage kicks in from the reptile brain. He dropped immediately and I punched him in the face until I couldn't punch anymore. That dude looks so much different after that beating. Anyways went straight home and burned everything. Two detectives knocked on my door and arrested me for first degree assault. The judge literally dismissed the charges at my arraignment.

Please don't think I'm saying I'm Billy Badass. I had the element of surprise and white hot rage.
 

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Well I have one. Some punk sold my sister fentanyl after I'd warned him twice and she about died. This dude lives less than a mile away. At night I got my mask, gloves and black clothes. I made sure no one seen me going there. I knew he had to go to work at 11 so I hid and waited for him to come out.

My adrenaline was flowing like crazy and as soon as he stepped out I hit him from the side as flush as possible. Anyone that's been in a fight will know that primal rage kicks in from the reptile brain. He dropped immediately and I punched him in the face until I couldn't punch anymore. That dude looks so much different after that beating. Anyways went straight home and burned everything. Two detectives knocked on my door and arrested me for first degree assault. The judge literally dismissed the charges at my arraignment.

Please don't think I'm saying I'm Billy Badass. I had the element of surprise and white hot rage.
So you got angry that someone gave your sister exactly what she was wanting? Sounds like you misdirected your anger
 
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Every time the wife leaves the house with the doors unlocked.
My wife once locked us out of the house on a Friday night. In our small town, there were no 24 hour locksmiths so we ended up calling 911 to have the police break in to our house. She's lucky I am a pacifist.
 

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One day was I working on a set of a movie called "Rust". I was in the middle of scene in which I didn't need a "prop gun", but I had one despite that and somebody put in live bullets. Anyway, the gun goes off, hits a cinematographer and unfortunately she passed. If it weren't for the guns fault, I would probably be in trouble.
 

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One day was I working on a set of a movie called "Rust". I was in the middle of scene in which I didn't need a "prop gun", but I had one despite that and somebody put in live bullets. Anyway, the gun goes off, hits a cinematographer and unfortunately she passed. If it weren't for the guns fault, I would probably be in trouble.
Sounds like that casting couch colonoscopy really paid off for you.
 

michaeluk26

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So you got angry that someone gave your sister exactly what she was wanting? Sounds like you misdirected your anger
I got angry because my little sister was laid up in the hospital after she damn near died. What I did worked. Don't judge it unless it's happened to you. I tried everyday to get her to get clean but that wasn't working so I eliminated the supply.
 

WildcatfaninOhio

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I don't understand the douchey reply to this guy. He did what he thought he had to do to save his sister.

Because it was a bad plan. All he did was commit a violent crime by assaulting someone. The fentanyl supply will go on, unchecked. And his sister is still an addict. Nothing has changed. Would be like me beating the crap out of a bartender because my brother is an alcoholic.

Maybe a rehab program for the person with the addiction?
 

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Too many to mention.
Seriously though. Sunday night was in the drive thru at McDonald's and there were probably 15 cars in line. It was one with 1 line but when you get up there it splits in 2. Dude comes in the back entrance and cuts them all by going to the back one.
 

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Because it was a bad plan. All he did was commit a violent crime by assaulting someone. The fentanyl supply will go on, unchecked. And his sister is still an addict. Nothing has changed. Would be like me beating the crap out of a bartender because my brother is an alcoholic.

Maybe a rehab program for the person with the addiction?
Big difference between the two is selling alcohol is legal. Selling fentanyl is illegal. So it's not at all the same. He also said his plan worked, so I guess the size of the supply chain would depend on where you live. Not that I condone assaulting people, but I have zero sympathy for anyone selling illegal drugs.
 

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Too many to mention.
Seriously though. Sunday night was in the drive thru at McDonald's and there were probably 15 cars in line. It was one with 1 line but when you get up there it splits in 2. Dude comes in the back entrance and cuts them all by going to the back one.
I do this all the time with no regerts. Split up the line earlier and everyone moves faster. That zipper thing you're supposed to do on the interstate says so.
 

WildcatfaninOhio

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Big difference between the two is selling alcohol is legal. Selling fentanyl is illegal. So it's not at all the same. He also said his plan worked, so I guess the size of the supply chain would depend on where you live. Not that I condone assaulting people, but I have zero sympathy for anyone selling illegal drugs.

I have more sympathy for the person that got sucker punched and violently beaten. That person’s crime was that he was willing to trade drugs for cash with someone that was willing to trade cash for drugs. A victimless crime. Both parties were happy with that transaction and neither called the cops to report it as a crime.

The guy that was beaten was a victim of assault, the the assailant should have done jail time.
 

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One-time tried to come in my home
Take my chrome, I said "Yo, it's on
Take cover son, or you're assed-out
How you like my chrome?" Then I watched the rookie pass out
Didn't have to blast out, but I did anyway...
Hahaha... that young punk had to pay
(So I just killed a man!)
 

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-it wasn't weed, it's was fentanyl...waterhead. "Victimless crime" is something drug dealers and pimps say to make themselves feel better about destroying other humans.
 
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I have more sympathy for the person that got sucker punched and violently beaten. That person’s crime was that he was willing to trade drugs for cash with someone that was willing to trade cash for drugs. A victimless crime. Both parties were happy with that transaction and neither called the cops to report it as a crime.

The guy that was beaten was a victim of assault, the the assailant should have done jail time.
Sorry, but that's screwed up view of the situation in my opinion. You are free to think that way, but the reality is different. Both the buyer and supplier of drugs are idiots, but you still should have ethics in any business transaction you participate in. Selling illegal drugs that get people addicted and destroy their lives is a reprehensible act. It's not as simple as supplying a product people want. It's illegal and the seller knows the impact it has on people's lives and the lives of their families. The users are idiots as well, but there is no excuse for anyone selling these products to people. We don't know the whole story , but my only fault with what the guy did is did he report this guy to the police? That would have been the first thing I would have done. Had they not done anything about it, then kicking the crap out of the guy would have been number 2.
 
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I got angry because my little sister was laid up in the hospital after she damn near died. What I did worked. Don't judge it unless it's happened to you. I tried everyday to get her to get clean but that wasn't working so I eliminated the supply.
I can relate. My little brother (and my best friend for 49 years) was addicted to pills. We went through every type of help you can imagine. He was the coolest brother anyone could ever have. Funny, kindhearted, talented, loving. He was one of the most brilliant carpenters I’ve ever seen (and I come from a long line of carpenters). He was awesome. But he was sick. He couldn’t kick it. We tried everything. One night I wrestled him into my sister’s car so we could force him back into rehab. Nothing worked. Then one middle of the night phone call four years ago from my sister back home, to tell me his girlfriend had found him dead on the front porch. He didn’t OD, but the autopsy showed he died from an enlarged heart, which is common among pill addicts. I was filled with rage. I could’ve easily killed his supplier. But I was eight hours away from Lexington, down here in South Georgia. By the time I got there the next day, that rage had gone away. I wasn’t sure who to go after anyway. But if I’d for sure known, at the moment I got the news, and still lived minutes from him as I used to … I easily could’ve pulled that 45 out of my truck and used it.
 

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I have more sympathy for the person that got sucker punched and violently beaten. That person’s crime was that he was willing to trade drugs for cash with someone that was willing to trade cash for drugs. A victimless crime. Both parties were happy with that transaction and neither called the cops to report it as a crime.

The guy that was beaten was a victim of assault, the the assailant should have done jail time.
You may feel that way and that's fine. But a victimless crime it wasn't. My sister didn't know it was laced with fentanyl. And to be perfectly honest I was gonna kill him. I have bad PTSD and anger issues from Iraq and Afghanistan. And this was fresh off my last deployment.

Oh they tried to give me jail time but had zero evidence outside of motive and ****** up knuckles, which could be explained by mma training. Like I said the judge literally ripped my charge sheet at my arraignment and told me to go. Feel however you want but you'd feel different if it happened to you. Like I said, I'm not a bad person but I can flip that switch and become a ruthless killer in a split second. Only way to survive in war.

If you want contact the cops. I've got a full confession on here. Go ahead. I won't even be mad because I'll never see the inside of a jail. I feel like my life ended the first time I shot and killed an Iraqi insurgent on my first deployment. I have no soul but my sister is alive, clean and doing great.
 

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I can relate. My little brother (and my best friend for 49 years) was addicted to pills. We went through every type of help you can imagine. He was the coolest brother anyone could ever have. Funny, kindhearted, talented, loving. He was one of the most brilliant carpenters I’ve ever seen (and I come from a long line of carpenters). He was awesome. But he was sick. He couldn’t kick it. We tried everything. One night I wrestled him into my sister’s car so we could force him back into rehab. Nothing worked. Then one middle of the night phone call four years ago from my sister back home, to tell me his girlfriend had found him dead on the front porch. He didn’t OD, but the autopsy showed he died from an enlarged heart, which is common among pill addicts. I was filled with rage. I could’ve easily killed his supplier. But I was eight hours away from Lexington, down here in South Georgia. By the time I got there the next day, that rage had gone away. I wasn’t sure who to go after anyway. But if I’d for sure known, at the moment I got the news, and still lived minutes from him as I used to … I easily could’ve pulled that 45 out of my truck and used it.
Seems like we've both been through the same mess. Thank you for sharing, truthfully. I know how hard it is. And you've felt that rage I was talking about.
 

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Sorry, but that's screwed up view of the situation in my opinion. You are free to think that way, but the reality is different. Both the buyer and supplier of drugs are idiots, but you still should have ethics in any business transaction you participate in. Selling illegal drugs that get people addicted and destroy their lives is a reprehensible act. It's not as simple as supplying a product people want. It's illegal and the seller knows the impact it has on people's lives and the lives of their families. The users are idiots as well, but there is no excuse for anyone selling these products to people. We don't know the whole story , but my only fault with what the guy did is did he report this guy to the police? That would have been the first thing I would have done. Had they not done anything about it, then kicking the crap out of the guy would have been number 2.
My parents went to the cops. My first cousin told me they let him sell because he was a confidential informant. So that option was explored.
 
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michaeluk26

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Have you notified the DEA that you have single-handedly cleared the black market of fentanyl? They’ll need to know so they can check that item off their to-do list and stand down.
Her supplier dude. Without him she had to go to rehab and has been clean for years now. I'd do it again without hesitation.

And this POS has raped at least 15 women and ******* teenagers by doping them up and doing it once they passed out. But you're prob right, I shouldn't have assaulted him... I should've bashed his head in with a hammer, which was my first idea. The world ain't black and white dude.
 

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I got angry because my little sister was laid up in the hospital after she damn near died. What I did worked. Don't judge it unless it's happened to you. I tried everyday to get her to get clean but that wasn't working so I eliminated the supply.
I’m not knocking what you did, I’d definitely at least consider it if not duplicate it. It just got me thinking about some of the deaths I’ve seen over the years. I’ve known of a half dozen or so people who have died from alcoholism but no one ever blamed the liquor store. One is legal and one isn’t is the only real difference.
 

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I’m not knocking what you did, I’d definitely at least consider it if not duplicate it. It just got me thinking about some of the deaths I’ve seen over the years. I’ve known of a half dozen or so people who have died from alcoholism but no one ever blamed the liquor store. One is legal and one isn’t is the only real difference.
I totally agree. Alcohol is more dangerous than almost every drug. One of the many *** backwards things we do in America.