I am 53 years old and I have loved Carolina football my whole life. I loved in too much at times. A loss would ruin my week, make me mad enough to scream at the TV, but yesterday I just found myself laughing. I didn’t feel the anger I used to when watching us embarrass ourselves on national tv. Yea I was still disappointed we lost, but it just felt normal. The more I thought about it, maybe that is the worst indictment you could give to a program is your apathy. My love affair with USC football feels more like an abusive relationship at this point! I have debated with people on here many times about firing coaches, hiring coaches, and the optimism that comes with both. It just feels like that dog that keeps chasing his tail; even if you catch it, then what? I don't have any solutions, just apathy.