Everyone who knows me also
knows how much I loved to party. I loved it too much. I (of course) can
still hold my own in that respect, but as I have gotten older, life and
the past seem to make more and more sense. I was focused on the wrong
things back in the day and I wouldn't listen to anybody. I quit working
after a good sophmore year and I was bitter when my coaches recruited
over me. I didn't deserve to be on the court and it showed in my
performance after the DUI. I never came close to my full potential in
Starkville and I have always wanted to publicly apologize to the entire
Bulldawg Family for it.</p>
I'm sorry for being an immature and
selfish kid, who didn't appreciate the opportunity he was given. These
are things I have wanted to say for a long time and I hope you all
understand why I choose now to do so. </p>
If I could, I'd do things
differently of course; but the reality is those sins shaped the person I
am today. I'm better for it and I accept any past failure as my own. </p>
I
was asked to do this thing weekly and I didn't know what to expect. The
point I'm trying to make is that I have thoroughly enjoyed every second
of it. I try to state the facts as best I can, and these last sixteen
weeks have rejuvenated my love for the game that has been lost for some
time. The shots called in this opinionated column are simply those of a
never was folks, and I would just like to say thanks to those of you who
check it out each week. It means a lot. </p>
Go Dawgs and it's cool
to be back in the family... </p>
