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UKserialkiller

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Maybe its not so much bad feelings as it is a lack of good feelings.

Bitterness, anger, apathy. Mostly, I'm just tired all of the damn time. I exercise most every day, but I never feel good. I feel unproductive. Obsessive thoughts, etc...

Physicality isn't wearing ya down. It's your emotions wearing ya down. You can exercise the **** out yourself, but doesn't mean jack with the other negative emotions ruuling your body.

It's a perception thing. Using emotional reasoning and prolly some other cognitive distortions to validate the feelings. Man, dude, i lost everything brother. I sit here alone most of the time. Yeah, got a part time hot girlfriend, but she can be weird. What I'm saying 93, it's all perception. I feel depressed a lot. Try not to, but it's tough. I think you know the reason why you're having ruminating thoughts. Go to the core of the issues. Compartmentalize them separately, rather than sticking them all together which can seem overwhelming.
 
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Kaizer Sosay

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Is it safe to assume that funkycat is back in school and that #TeamNoSympathy can now confidently return to Defcon 5?
 
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It's mostly a cover you *** kind of deal. Little johnny gets dismissed at 2:35 and starts walking home, looks up at the sun and burns his eyeballs. Our fault until he crosses that door way to his house. Dumb but true. High schoolers get out around the same time and are dumb new drivers staring at the sky instead of focusing on driving. Kids have to make the day up anyway, so it's no big loss.

so basically kids are dumb and parents will blame the school. makes sense now
 
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UKGrad93

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Physicality isn't wearing ya down. It's your emotions wearing ya down. You can exercise the **** out yourself, but doesn't mean jack with the other negative emotions ruuling your body.

It's a perception thing. Using emotional reasoning and prolly some other cognitive distortions to validate the feelings. Man, dude, i lost everything brother. I sit here alone most of the time. Yeah, got a part time hot girlfriend, but she can be weird. What I'm saying 93, it's all perception. I feel depressed a lot. Try not to, but it's tough. I think you know the reason why you're having ruminating thoughts. Go to the core of the issues. Compartmentalize them separately, rather than sticking them all together which can seem overwhelming.
I agree with this. It's the obsessive thoughts that are wearing on me.

When I look back at times when I felt good or content, I realize that my outlook was that the best was yet to come (something to look forward to). Now I tend to feel that things may have peaked or will not improve. It's odd, because things aren't that bad (at least materially).

In fact, I'm able to see the good in your situation, that it will improve. I see your career moving towards what you've been working for.
 
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UKserialkiller

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I agree with this. It's the obsessive thoughts that are wearing on me.

When I look back at times when I felt good or content, I realize that my outlook was that the best was yet to come (something to look forward to). Now I tend to feel that things may have peaked or will not improve. It's odd, because things aren't that bad (at least materially).

In fact, I'm able to see the good in your situation, that it will improve. I see your career moving towards what you've been working for.

Man, i think i can give ya some things to think about. Have ya ever stopped long enough to cherish what you have accomplished? Per your words, "that the best has yet to come, (something you look forward too)". Well, then you said "now that things may have peaked or will not improve". And it's not materially things either. That you spent all these years working towards to "best has yet to come". That when you got there, you didn't take time to think about the journey. Appreciate it. This isn't a financial thing. So you need to do something that is against your comfort zone. Join something. Beer clubs. Something. Meaning get involved in something. Essentially you're bored. That's my two cents in a very small nutshell. Haha
 

Kaizer Sosay

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Any of those meetings
Trade ya?
Funky would not last a full day. Probably wouldn't even make it into work at all. The ride to work on the train would do him in. He would bail at the first stop that train makes and call Uber for a ride home.
 

Kaizer Sosay

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Any of those meetings

Funky would not last a full day. Probably wouldn't even make it into work at all. The ride to work on the train would do him in. He would bail at the first stop that train makes and call Uber for a ride home.


Full disclosure. I probably would do the same.
 

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How about a 25 minute, 6:45pm impromptu conference call by two Israeli asshats peeling you because I didn't Cc 2 of the 6 Owner entities into an e-mail to the Landmarks commission... of which, the correspondence had positive agency results due to the fact I prepared an extensive, factual report that weaved half-truths and shaded subversive practices by these douchebags.

Just walked out of office... 11 hour workday, now 1.45 hour commute home... to make dinner at 9:30. To eventually wake up at 5:25 to rinse repeat.

That's One project of the 6 I manage.

I also walked 6 miles today, up and down the stairs of this 13-story nightmare. Pain is for ****.
 

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How about a 25 minute, 6:45pm impromptu conference call by two Israeli asshats peeling you because I didn't Cc 2 of the 6 Owner entities into an e-mail to the Landmarks commission... of which, the correspondence had positive agency results due to the fact I prepared an extensive, factual report that weaved half-truths and shaded subversive practices by these douchebags.

Just walked out of office... 11 hour workday, now 1.45 hour commute home... to make dinner at 9:30. To eventually wake up at 5:25 to rinse repeat.

That's One project of the 6 I manage.

I also walked 6 miles today, up and down the stairs of this 13-story nightmare. Pain is for ****.
 

UKGrad93

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Eh, may not be a bad thing. Hope they the hit the tampa area
My hospital participated in some sort of table top exercise to talk about handling patients from an improvised nuclear device. I think they said we could care for about 50 victims.

In the exercise, they were presented with 3 patients and info on how much radiation dose they had, etc... the docs had to choose one.

#1 - low dose, no major care needed.
#2 - high dose, but expected to make a full recovery if given the right care.
#3 - received a lethal dose. A dose that no one ever in the history of the world has survived. Dude needs to be sent to hospice & given much drugs for pain until he dies.

Of course our brilliant docs decide they would go for patient #3.
 
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if you are at a hospital close enough to be taking in patients suffering from radiation poisoning because of a detonated nuclear devise, shouldn't you be worrying about radiation yourself?
 

UKGrad93

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if you are at a hospital close enough to be taking in patients suffering from radiation poisoning because of a detonated nuclear devise, shouldn't you be worrying about radiation yourself?
The scenario was for an incident happening more than 500 mi away, and of a size that would not affect us. There are about 50 or so Us hospitals in a voluntary nationwide group for this kind of stuff.

Anyways, its a hypothetical and assumes we would take these patients a week after the initial event.

I think they said we cold take up around 50 patients if needed. Could do more, but bed space gets tight. Someone mentioned that makeshift wards could be setup in gyms, but laws would have to be changed to allow it. Due to privacy/HIPPA.
 

Kaizer Sosay

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What's likey to happen 1st?

1. Nuclear strike on US soil.
2. Zombie apocalypse.
3. Aliens.
4. Reds win another WS.
5. Bengals finally win the SB.
6. Willy unknowingly licks a trans-gendered b-hole.
 
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