Willy, stay chill.
Get you some good weed, pour into your work and let time work it's magic while reminding yourself you're a good person.
I hope nothing but the best for you.
Man, thanks.
Yesterday I was sitting in that ******** apartment looking at the walls wondering how a mf'er gets to this place in life. I've prolly got 20 years left if I'm lucky (prolly die of some obscure cancer) and thinking life sure does give ya enough to time to make bad decisions and not enough life to fix them.