I came on here to yap with Willy... are you his pud holder?
Willy did you know you had many many pud jack holders? Ur a lucky man
Clip their cords so I can ask about how you been..was gonna tell ya...at one time in my life I was in your shoes, but somehow, and to this day I have no answer as to how it worked out but it did and I have been very humble and happy since...Seas are not looking good now but it will in the end even out, then and only then you will get/see the answers as to why..hopefully helpful advice from an oldie who has been there...honestly. Hang in there...Sorry for the drama these bitches create but I was truly thinkin bout what your dealing with / going through..thinkin bout ya buddy only cause I was there and that was not a good thing..In the end the best thing that happened in may case was somebody to talk to,an unbiased confidant ear to hear me out
and to my surprise it really helped and IMO saved my life..Im sure you have the same confident unbiased ear..use it buddy and I promise one day you will thank 55
take care Willy