I really don't know how to feel about this...
I, honestly, can't decide if I'm more sad, pissed off, or scared for the safety of my daughters and nephews. I guess it could be a little bit of all three. I have a 5 year old daughter, a 2 year old daughter, a 4 year old nephew, and a 3 year old nephew that I love more than my next breath. Every day I drop my 5 year old off at her elementary school that is probably very similar to the school in CT. Sometimes as I watch her get out of the truck, it really does cross my mind, "What if that is the last time I see her?" but I continue to drive and never really think it could be true. Something like this happens and it makes it more real that it is a possibility that every time I leave either of my daughters, that could be it. These crazy 17-ers don't care that those are my daughters, your daughters, your sons, neices or nephews. What in the hell makes a grown man shoot up a kindergarten class full of KIDS? Even the kids who survived in that classroom have, in some ways, lost their innocence and have lost their best friends forever. What do you tell a kid who watched this happen? How do you explain to them why an adult would do something like this to their teachers and friends? What has to snap in the mind of a man to make him think something like this is something he wants to do? Good grief dude, if you want to die, just kill yourself and leave other people and, especially, our kids alone!
This just sucks!!!! I can't wait to get to the house and just sit on the couch, hold my two daughters and watch stupid cartoons with them. Wow Wow Wubzy, Dora, Diego, Fresh Beat Band, and, that God Awful, Yo Gabba Gabba will never be so entertaining.